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Songs For Nora Tobias

by Julia Gray

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1.
Can we be bad? Not some cartoonish crazy, or manhating mad. Maybe it’s not so easy To paint a picture in more colours than black and white and red But there’s a palette-full of others, that could be used instead Can we be cruel Complex and conflicted Break every rule that the writers have scripted The evil that men do can women do as well Or should that be as badly who can tell Aaah We could be bad Not to say we’re supposed to But there's a choice to be had We could if we chose to You could paint a picture in black and white and pink But that picture could be bigger Don't you think Ahh (4 note descending) - nothing in the last verse except ask yourself Can we be bad I could be bad Doesn't mean I'm not sorry Doesn't mean I'm not sad To have caused you such worry I guess I just invite you to consider what I do Ask yourself hon what you would have done if it had been you
2.
Little Liar 04:38
Told a story of many parts Told a story of many strands For the kindling of minds The melting of hearts The wringing of hands And the winning of friends Knew my listeners, their notions and their needs As a fortune teller reads an open palm It’s a question of voice And a question of tone choose your words wisely Say them like a charm In among the victories, the undiscovered crimes But i wonder sometimes What if every time I shouted fire You only answered little liar What if I promised not to deceive And you answered little liar I do not believe you I told a story in many ways: Tragic accident, terrible disease Mysterious disappearance. I understood my audience; I had enough experience The know the best lies come in threes I lied for camouflage; I lied for shame, Was like a game; with a wheel to spin I lied for freedom; I lied for fun I lied about the things I wished I could have done I lied to win Was all so easy and it all seemed so true But I wonder sometimes, I do. What if every time I shouted fire You only answered little liar What if I promised not to deceive And you answered little liar And you answered little liar And you answered little liar I do not believe you I told a story so very well I told a story so very tall That no-one could see, no-one but me That a castle made of fairydust and cobwebs Is liable to fall But still I lied; I lied for grief Long hidden in a drawer and seldom seen I lied for the thrill of love and belief I lied for the person I had lost, and the ones I’d never been It all seems so easy, it all sounds so true But I wonder sometimes I do What if every time I shouted fire You only answered little liar What if I promised not to deceive And you answered little liar And you answered little liar And you answered little liar I do not believe you Told a story of many parts Told a story of many strands For the kindling of minds The melting of hearts The wringing of hands And the winning of friends
3.
Annabel 04:54
The mirror cracks, the raven talks A woman opens up a box And watches in surprise The forest walks, the river burns Upon a dime the planet turns The oceans meet the skies Stranger at the library door And I am changed for evermore A duckling to a swan Queenly sweep of silken sleeve And everything that i believed is wrong It only takes a single twist A flicker of a bracelet on a wrist A telephone to ring Freeze the frame; the world is still I feel the same but know I never will be In anything, Annabel A lunar scholar knows the phases Of the moon, and so I followed you, And I am following Caviar and feathers fine A hotel bar, a chorus line A new scene to rehearse I learned the things that you preferred I hung upon your every word I read you like a verse The things we do just to belong And yes I knew that it was wrong But still I couldn't stop A poisoned chalice is a thrill Into wonderland I fell And chased another drop Stranger at the library door I am changed for evermore With a wave of magic wand We stand upon a wooded slope And see the world we know, and hope to see a wider world beyond
4.
Nora's Story 04:34
The lights on the harbour were dreamy and bright As we swayed arm in arm down the sun warmed street We should not have gone to the party last night But there were places to go, she said, people to meet Twelve hours later; I stand here alone At this glass fronted restaurant where you wait for your daughter I am not her keeper nor her chaperone But I should have made certain we went home together She's probably missing her keys or her clothes Where she is currently nobody knows I’m oh so sorry to tell you; oh so sorry to say I know she hoped she would be here But she will not be coming today The bar on the beach where the music was hard The effortless terrace, the picture folk swarming, The house in the hills, the security guard Who called me a taxi at three in the morning The sweet-smelling jasmine that clung to the wall Like an autograph hunter in search of its prey Clear as a bell, I remember it all And the look on her face when she told me she’d stay Isn't it funny, isn't it sad She’s missing the best chance that she’s ever had Morning came quietly over the sea From a deep dreamless sleep I opened my eyes The apartment was quiet, quiet as could be She hadn’t come home, it was no surprise Quick over cobblestone walkways I came Hurried and hot, hardly knowing the way And no way of knowing who is to blame I’m sorrier, sorrier than I can say
5.
Here and Now 04:57
Summer finds me in silence Without a stage to tread Far from the noise and the violence Of the scene that I have fled I find myself in the quietness I was hard to find All of my life I was looking Pretended I didn't mind Don’t want to go nowhere else, when I know The land is a gladsome round Have you ever seen more blue or more green Has there been a peace more profound Than the here and now A changeling came to the wilderness In search of the same release You can wear any old.costume she.tells me Layer it piece by piece But nothing suits like the truth does it Nothing is easier to wear All.of the clothes that you had in your closet Have vanished into the air Maybe we'll drift like cargo ships Maybe we'll stay as friends With secrets we trade like casino chips Maybe it just depends I like to think that one day We'll remember the fun we had We'll talk over gin and a biscuit tin Of the good things we did and the bad

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'Songs for Nora Tobias' was written to coincide with the publication of Julia's Young Adult novel ‘Little Liar’ (Andersen Press, June 2018). The five songs consider what it means to be a character for whom truth is a complex thing and reimagines selected themes, incidents and characters from the book, in particular the tricky and intense relationship between Nora and her friend Bel.

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released June 8, 2018

All songs written and performed by Julia Gray.
Vocals, piano, synths and keys by Julia Gray.
Recorded April/May 2018
Produced by gRöNk.
Backing vocals on [2] and guitar on [4] by gRöNk.
Double bass on all tracks by Mark Rose.

Cover photography and artwork by Annick Wolfers

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Julia Gray London, UK

Julia Gray is an author and contemporary singer-songwriter based in London. To date she has released five albums - three with the trip-hop collective Second Person and two solo albums. Influenced by the singer-songwriters of the 1970s onwards, such as Kate Bush, Tom Waits, Joni Mitchell and Carole King, she places a focus on complex, nuanced lyrics and subtle, emotive storytelling. ... more

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